parentinglife

Last night i posted that our oven has finally given up on us. I was kind of hoping that this morning it will finally work and lit up, to my dismay it is still the same. Now, Ralph has a  headache thinking about where would we get the money to buy a new stove. If we buy one its going to screw up all our financial bill, every time we take a step forward we take 3 steps back. If only like was so simple and everything was so cheap. I feel so sorry for my husband that the financial burden has to fall all on him. If i could only work and help out i would. We have been trying to get pregnant again for 6 months now, i guess its not the right time yet. Maybe destiny wants me to finally work as soon as my youngest is old enough to be left with a daycare. Thinking about it breaks my heart, as much as possible i would want to work at home while my kids are still young. I will miss everything they do and i just cant bear that. Were not in dire need for a second income just as of yet but it would be greatly welcomed if their was one.

Why did the oven gave up just when we were planning on cooking this coming Saturday and thanksgiving is coming. Tomorrow MIL is going to call someone to take a look at it. I just hope it can be fixed and buying a new one would be scratched from our list. Ralph, still wants to buy gifts for Kaitlyn. I honestly, didn’t think about it. Toys are so common, i would prefer that she be given books or clothes for winter. Haven’t thought about getting Ralph anything for his birthday which i know i should even just a little something. When Kaitlyn was born on his birthday a year ago, I told him that she was my gift to him for 18 years,lol..For now i just want him to not think about where to get the money for the oven. I just to take away the headache and just replace it with hope that everything will turn out fine on there birthdays.