Dec 03 2008
CRANKY
Being a mom is a full time job. I love being a mom and i wouldn’t trade it for anything else in the world. There are just times that you get so frustrated and feel like pulling your hairs out. In my case i don’t have a lot of hair to pull out anyways since i have very fine thin hair, lol.
Lately my 13 month old baby girl Kaitlyn has been very very cranky, moody and clingy. Its hard to admit but i feel like my baby has a bad temper and is a little bit spoiled. Well i don’t know, but for me i think she is spoiled. I personally don’t think i spoil her since at her age i try to discipline her already, its my MIL and my hubby that spoiling her. My daughter has a temper and she throws a fit if she doesn’t get what she wants. Its very disturbing for me since i feel like I’m a bad mother. I try to hard to raise my kids to be respectful, well behaved, friendly, social and God fearing. I know Kaitlyn is only 13 months old and its natural for kids to have temper tantrums since they don’t really know how to communicate yet and tell us what they want. When i bring her to the stores and she starts acting up it embarrasses me so much that i just want to hide and just let the ground swallow me up. It feel like you get accusing stares at other people when that happens. Kaitlyn is getting to be a handful and is clearly showing her personality and attitude. I also blame her crankiness on the fact that she has a cold and that she may be teething at last. When my daughter starts acting like a spoiled little brat i feel so guilty and so helpless and useless. Am i a good mother? I know i am, I may not be perfect but i do try my best to raise my kids the way my mom did.
