Dec 09 2008
WHAT I WANT
Have you ever experienced wanting to have more time with your husband, wife, girlfriend, boyfriend or friends? Lately i have been wanting to spend time with just me and my husband. I sometimes resent that he spends more quality time with the kids than with me. His schedule is based around his children and in the process i feel like he is forgetting me. I feel so left out at times and i miss the time when it was just him and me. I get a guilty conscience when i’m at this mood. Would be to much to ask for quality time just for me, im not just the mama, im also a wife and a woman. I priorities my life with my husband first, second my kids and third my family. Is it wrong for me to priorities? I really don’t know, I don’t have all the answers to all my questions. I don’t want any judgement from anybody, this is how i feel and how i live my life. Venting out my frustrations always clears my mind and give me something to think about and be thankful for. Now im not making sense, lol. My husband is a good, hardworking man i just wish sometimes he would stop and ask me what i really wanted to do even for just an hour. I don’t ask for any material things, all i ask is time, appreciation and the feeling of being wanted and desired.
