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I just watched the episode of House M.d where Dr. Kuttner portrayed by Kal Penn got killed off. I did not like the episode one bit and still question why they had to write off his death like that. Why couldn’t't they make up a story that he got hit by a car, killed due to a virus or something, moving to another hospital but suicide? For me it was just out of context and they did it to soon, way to soon. While watching the show I felt there was something missing, it was the witty sense of humor of Kal Penn. Like House, I was really hoping that Kal Penn did get murdered by someone. I was really with House on that one. As for Dr. House, he is still asking questions and find no answer.

To Kal Penn I will miss your character Dr. Kuttner on House M. D, its not going to be the same without you. You exchange fame and fortune to help serve the people and I salute for that. I will look forward to your return to the limelight and maybe a sequel to Harold and Kumar…

Yesterday I found out that one of my favorite actors in a T.V series is leaving. I was so bummed out last night and still am. I could not help but call my sister and tell her about the terrible news.

As my previous post here, I love watching House M.d  one of my favorite shows that I watch and talk about with my sister. Kal Penn who plays Dr. Kutner one of House’s team is leaving the show. Yes, he is leaving the show to go into public serve and work in the White House. What got me so upset was the way he left the show. He left the show via Suicide…There are so many options for him to leave the show why did they have to go for suicide? I’m so against that.Why oh why did he have to go. I first noticed Kal Penn in Van Wilder and of course the ever famous Harold and Kumar, I love that movie. Its my husband and my favorite. House is not going to be the same without Kutner and I’m so afraid of watching the episode. Why? I may hate Kal Penn for the way he dies there. I’m still venting and ranting I cant get over it!!!!!!

Kal Penn why do you have to leave??!!!!!

Today we went to Angelo’s house for his belated 43rd birthday celebration. It was just MIL, baby and I that went on an hour’s drive since Ralph will be working tonight. I finally met Wendy the girlfriend of my nephew Andrew, she is 5 months pregnant. When I saw her I felt a this tiny green head sprouting over my shoulder. Its name was envy, she was whispering in my ears that I should be jealous with Wendy since she was pregnant. I must admit, envy got to me and I looked at Wendy’s expanding belly and said to myself that It could have been me that is expecting right now. It should have been my belly getting round with a life inside of me. But wait, I could not let envy get deeper into my thought. I must not let her ruin that fact that I was genuinely happy for both Andrew, Wendy and the rest of the family. I gave her a big hug and put my hand on her belly. When I placed my hand on her stomach I remembered how it was before Kaitlyn was born. I do want a baby but only if God will permit it. If not at least I already have Kaitlyn and Kayla the one born from my heart. Both Ralph and I are still hopeful that we will have a new addition to the family soon. Envy must not get into my mind, I have to accept and be thankful for what I have. She has no place in my life right now.

It’s been more than a year of trying to conceive another baby. Its not as hard now for me now than it was a couple of months ago. We have tried using the ovulation kit. I did not like the way that we had to have sex on a days im ovulating even if we don’t feel up to it. I didn’t like it that way, it was fun and relaxing conceiving Kaitlyn how come its so hard to conceive the second time around.

I had a check up with my OBGYN today and I told my doctor about my concern about something. I told him that we have been trying to have a baby for over a year now and nothing has happened. I then proceeded to tell him about the spotting I have been having in the middle of my cycle. That was one major thing that was concerning to me since I have never experience that before.  This has been going on for a 3-4 months now and It was just dis-concerning to me. Much to my relief my ob immediately jumped in and asked if  my spotting was only for a day and of course he was right. He smiled and said ” that is your body’s way of saying your ovulating”. That got me into thinking maybe that’s why I never got pregnant since Ralph and I never had intercourse during the times I was spotting. We may have used the ovulation kit the wrong way but now we know, lol.